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[06 Oct 2005|02:59pm] |
im not high im in wilmington im bored off my ass i am playing guitar there is a bunch of shit on my acid from the last time i wa up here when i was still goin out wit cunt basket it sucks how can someone say i love you make me feel all cool then just throw it away..... oh well im over it
atleast ill act like it
i find myself drinkin more and more everyday.... its an everynight thing. now im trapped out of town wit no substances por me.... who cares. maybe ill find a cool frat party..... yeah right
i think im goin to buy a 96 cavilier i found one for like 500 bucks so yeah that shouldnt be hard to get.
peace out you all
-god
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[29 Aug 2005|05:42pm] |
I've got some scattered pictures lying on my bedroom floor.
Reminds me of the times we shared.
Makes me wish that you were here.
Now it seems I've forgotten my purpose in this life.
All the songs have been erased.
Guess I've learned from my mistakes.
Open the past and present.
Now and we are there.
Story to tell and I am listening.
Open the past and present.
And the future too.
It's all I've got and I'm giving it up to you.
Loose ends tied in knots.
Leaving a lump down in my throat.
Gagging on a souvenir.
Lodged to fill another year.
Drag it on and on until my skin is ripped to shreds.
Leaving myself wide open.
Living out a sacrifice.
If you got no one and I've got no place to go, would it be alright?
Could it be alright?
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[29 Aug 2005|03:36pm] |
dammit
dammit
dammit
i fuckin have to go on jerry springer with addy cuz i had a love affair with shane and that dumb bitch got knocked up by her pappaw!!!!!!!!!!!!!
alexis you fat bitch dont start shiton my journal
jerry jerry jerry jerry
addy are dizzown for some hot steamy journal sex *licks your flopian tubes and puts his dick in your nose* oh yeah *pops a boner*
i love my baby we are like pam and jim yays
she wont listen to me she just giggles hehehehehehehehehehehe
fuck bush
i love warts
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[28 Aug 2005|10:58pm] |
some days are better, they're better than others
can't run forever, you're pushing me under
what a way to live my life
i'm hiding from the battles i don't want to fight
what i've become
and now it's going grey
all the lines are blurring and decayed
i can't recall exactly who's to blame..... anymore
is it me or is it you , something isn't right
of all the things that we could do we just wanna fight
someday i will find the courage to embrace you
someday i will find the strength to erase you
some days i think i'm nothing without you
sometimes i wish that i could just kill you
what a way we live our lives
it's hard to breathe
it feels like i'm infected by my dad's disease
and now it's going grey
and you're the one i chose to feed me pain
and i'm the one you bring home so ashamed.....through their eyes
[chorus]
and i see myself in heaven
if i can free myself from this hell
i thought adrienne was my baby and would never play me im so hurt right now some one talk to me i need my brothers i need a doobie i stopped smoking pot for this girl i passed a drugtest for this girl i gave her my heart the heart i hadnt opened for anyone for years and she broke me down im hoping this is a bad dream i wanna wake up in her arms i want it to be allright ive never been in love before i know that now cuz ive never hurt like this............................... why baby why...............
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[28 Aug 2005|10:46pm] |
You and a certain someone may get so giddy in each other's company that your heads seem permanently fixed in the clouds right now, but both pairs of feet are firmly planted on the earth. This groundedness helps take care of all those pesky details so you both can revel in each other's company and enjoy the good times without the tiniest bit of guilt. Altogether, you're a very simpatico combination.
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wow
flying_cat_love
2005-08-27 03:28 (link)
I suppose alot has happened to you....
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Re: wow
oh_________fcuk
2005-08-27 15:50 (link)
yeah a lot did you just read this journal lol
im still with psycho but not really cus i got someone new :O)that i like very very much
this horoscope is about him :O)
that hurts so fuckin bad if any one knows who this is she likes oh my got i wanna die i im killin this guy oh my god baby how can you play me like this -crys-
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[22 Jul 2005|03:55pm] |
my cool girlfriend made me this cool layout cause she loves me alot.
i think i should go to her house tonight and throw shit at her window and wake her up and flop it for hours.
goodbye, love velde.
:O)
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[10 Jul 2005|01:41am] |
stab me baby slit me kill me gently hope for everlong love withou lust hope we make it hope i can i will i will
i will see her sunday night
i will
i will
no more weed
none
none
i think i can do this
i know i can
i love her
im sorry i didnt come tonight
i was sorta trashed
i will be there sunday
sunday sunday
for sure
io will see your pretty face
ill hold you
ill love you
ill do anything for you
i just couldnt find a bike to steal tonight
i tried to find one
i need a shower
i ripped my pants fightin all the boys
it was awsome
who actually read this leave a comment
i fucking love mother fuckin adrienne hatton and she gives the best anal ever .. only cuz i can eat her uss just right though
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[22 Jun 2005|03:28pm] |
where is the bud its in the car its in the car
where is my girl she's in the bus she's in the bus
where is my mind its in the gutter
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[21 Jun 2005|04:21pm] |
come home kiss me hold me
im burnt love me fuck me
baby girl i want you bad
addy girl i need you now
come back to middletown
ill make it worth your while
your the only one that makes me smile
come home girl
i miss you adrienne
come be in my arms
:(
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[20 Jun 2005|04:01pm] |
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where is my wart princess and when is she coming home i need her now
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[20 Jun 2005|01:58pm] |
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eminem lol |
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adrienne needs to come home from new york i miss her so fucking much i wish she would call me i wanna hold her i wanna tell her i love her i want her to be close i wanna see her god. i cant wait till she gets back i hoppe she calls me she hasnt for a couple days ive been tryin to call her out the ass. i donno thats all i really have to say im done with this journal entry peace out hustlers
i love my baby addy
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[12 Jun 2005|05:45pm] |
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i <3 my baby addy
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[26 May 2005|11:39pm] |
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boom
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[14 May 2005|05:54pm] |
happy birthday shane
i havent got shit for sleep in days it sucks i got real drunk last night. yeah.
blah i love adrienne she is that shizznit cheese
i seen her today it was awsome
i so am goin to burger king in like 6 days
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[07 May 2005|06:44am] |
forever hand in hand
Take it all in on your stride
It is sticking, falling down
Love forever love is free
Let’s turn forever you and me
Windmill, windmill for the land
Is everybody in?
Laughing gas these hazmats, fast cats,
Lining them up-a like ass cracks,
Ladies, homies, at the track
its my chocolate attack.
Shit, I'm stepping in the heart of this here
Care bear bumping in the heart of this here
watch me as I gravitate
hahahahahahaa.
Yo, we gonna go ghost town,
this motown,
with yo sound
you're in the place
you gonna bite the dust
Cant fight with us
With yo sound
you kill the INC.
so dont stop, get it, get it
until you're cheddar header.
Yo, watch the way I navigate
Windmill, Windmill for the land.
Learn forever hand in hand
Take it all in on your stride
It is sticking, falling down
Love forever love is free
Let’s turn forever you and me
Windmill, windmill for the land
Is everybody in?
Dont stop, get it, get it
we are your captains in it
steady,
watch me navigate,
ahahahahahhaa.
Dont stop, get it, get it
we are your captains in it
steady, watch me navigate
feel good inc by the gorilaz everyone downlaod it its awsome im fucked good night
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[03 May 2005|10:31pm] |
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this
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pointless
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[30 Apr 2005|05:15pm] |
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f.i.d.
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[19 Apr 2005|10:44pm] |
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im sittin at nick's bored its gonna be 420 in an hour and ten minutes haha.
i seen adrienne yesterday it was awsome :) i went to her house last night and allmost got shot though blah. i wanna see her :(
shane is gona wake me up with a doobie tommarow so thats gonna be awsome and james is supposed to cook breakfast. good times.
i need to find something to do. i think i might go strow shit at adrienne's window tonight. hmmm i donno hope i dont get shot if i do.
pece out fuckers
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[17 Apr 2005|07:06pm] |
LOOK AT MY GIRLFRIEND ISNT SHE COOL.
sike this is adrienne
i love you baby i hope you like your layout and shit!
see you tonight princess LoL
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[14 Apr 2005|12:58am] |
so im goin to see msi tommarow bitchs!!! its gonna be fucking awsome i cant wait.
it was cold as shit today.
yeah i really dont got much to put in here i miss Adrienne and i wanna see her but she is grounded :(. bad girl lol
im gonna get off here and go to bed i guess peace
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